Sometimes i cant even

get to kill myself

the way i want to

when i want to.

When i want to

MAKE A MESS

or DO SOMETHING

or MAKE A MESS

my mummy or my

daddy says no it isn’t

allowed ;

even if i do it with a

silent knife ;

even if i do it with a

noisy gun ;

even if i do it with a

fast car,

a sonic boom,

a headlong fall.

They say

No just sit here

Calmly and behave and

Do nothing

And you will find

That you will

Die

Anyway.